🌟 The Broken One Who Is Afraid to Be Seen 🌟
New Daily Inspirational Write Up For Monday Aug 17
The Broken One does not always appear as someone
whose life is falling apart. Sometimes the Broken One is extraordinarily gifted. They may be a healer, a channel, a teacher, an artist, an intuitive, or someone carrying a powerful ability that could genuinely assist other people. They know something lives within them. They can feel the calling. They may even have spent years developing their gifts privately. Yet when the moment comes to step forward and allow the world to see them, something inside pulls them back.
This is another expression of the Broken One.
The wound is not necessarily preventing the gift from developing. Sometimes the gift becomes incredibly strong while the wounded part remains afraid of what will happen if that gift becomes visible. The person may be completely comfortable channeling alone, healing privately, writing teachings nobody sees, or practicing with people they trust. The fear appears when the cave opens into the marketplace.
The Broken One begins whispering, What if they laugh at me? What if they judge me? What if my family thinks I am crazy? What if I say the wrong thing? What if somebody challenges me and I don’t know the answer? What if I fail publicly? What if I succeed and suddenly everybody is watching me?
This is where the Negative Ego, Inner Child, and Objector/Protector may begin working together. The Inner Child remembers being embarrassed, rejected, bullied, silenced, criticized, or made to feel different. The Objector/Protector remembers the pain and says, I will make sure that never happens again. Then the Negative Ego builds an entire philosophy around remaining hidden.
I’m not ready yet.
I need another certification.
I need to learn more.
I need a better website.
I need better equipment.
I need to become more confident before I make the video.
Sometimes these things are genuinely necessary. But sometimes preparation becomes procrastination, and procrastination becomes protection.
This is where the Broken One can become incredibly sophisticated. It may even disguise fear as spirituality. You tell yourself you are waiting for Divine Timing when, somewhere underneath, you are terrified of being seen. You tell yourself you are being humble when you are actually afraid of acknowledging the magnitude of your gift. You tell yourself you need another sign from your guides when your guides have already given you twenty signs and are probably wondering how many more you need.
I understand this because I have experienced it myself. I love healing. I love channeling. I love teaching. I can feel completely at home within those abilities, yet stepping into greater public visibility can activate an entirely different part of me. The gift itself is not necessarily frightening. Being seen carrying the gift can be frightening.
That distinction is important.
Sometimes we mistakenly believe we need to strengthen our spiritual ability when what actually needs healing is our relationship with visibility. You may already possess the gift. You may already have the wisdom. You may already have years of experience. Yet the Broken One is standing between the private expression of that gift and its public expression.
This is where healing becomes the doorway.
Instead of attacking the fear and demanding that it disappear, we can begin asking what it is protecting. What are you afraid will happen if people truly see me? What happened before when I expressed myself? Whose judgment am I still carrying? Whose voice am I hearing when I doubt myself? What would becoming visible mean to this wounded part of me?
Now the Broken One has something to teach us.
Perhaps it is not trying to sabotage your purpose at all. Perhaps it learned somewhere along the journey that visibility was dangerous. Being different brought criticism. Speaking truth created conflict. Showing your gifts resulted in rejection. So it created a simple survival strategy: You can have your gift. Just don’t let anybody see it.
But eventually your purpose becomes larger than the protection.
There comes a moment when the healer must heal the part of themselves that is afraid to become the healer publicly. The teacher must teach the frightened part that it is safe to speak. The channel must listen to the wounded voice inside before expecting thousands of other people to listen to theirs.
This does not mean fear suddenly disappears.
It means fear no longer gets to make every decision.
You record the video while your hands shake. You teach the first class while part of you wonders whether you are ready. You share the writing. You speak about your gifts. You allow yourself to be misunderstood by some people because you finally understand that being misunderstood is not the same as being unsafe.
Every time you step forward and survive being seen, the Broken One receives new evidence.
We spoke, and we survived.
We were seen, and we remained ourselves.
Someone disagreed with us, and we were still okay.
Someone was helped because we had the courage to show up.
Eventually, the part of you that once associated visibility with danger begins discovering that visibility can also mean service.
And perhaps that is one of the deepest healings available to the gifted Broken One. The objective is not to destroy the frightened part of yourself. It is to take its hand and bring it with you.
You do not leave the Broken One behind when you walk into the world.
You heal it enough that it is finally willing to walk beside you.
Then the gift that spent years hiding in the cave becomes a light someone else can finally see.
Chris Parr
Sirian And Lemurian Wisdom And Teachings
Galactic Council Of Light And Love
Agartha Shambhala
